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I should be posting this since yesterday, but posting this today does not make any harm no? Now I could announce that SPM is officially over! After so, so long of staying up late at night, and staying back in the hot afternoon and being buried by all those books on the bed for exact three freaking weeks, and now, I'm free! :D Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe. -.-

It's time to think about what comes next but meantime, my schedule on December are fully pack starting from next week. But this week, I'm quite free or I can call it lonely. Girlfriends went on their own plans. Sorry. :(

Christmas is so around the corner. I just want t go and shop shop shop till I drop. :P No lahh, it's impossible that I'll shop till I drop because I couldn't even have spend for more than $300?

Sigh.

Here comes the end.

Whenever I started to think about the last paper I'm going to sit this Tuesday, I could feel that it's about time where my high school friends and I are going apart. Well, it's obviously not my 2 girlfriends, of course! We'll always stay in contact like how we used to be. :)

One more paper people, one more. :) And I just couldn't wait for the time to come! Yeeeeeeeeaaay!

Oh hell I'm excited!

5 days to the end of my high school!

I'm counting every minute until the day I think I'm free! That's of course if my family allows me to go for outing or hell I'm still in jail. Just let me enjoy for this month and I will be working somewhere else and then going to National Service for three months. I promise I'll be good. pleaseeee?

Later, I'll be joining friends for steamboat. And I'll swallow food like nobody's business. :) I hope there will be updates on our steamboat night later. Hope to adapt in their conversations too, nehh, I'm abc.

A sigh of relieve after Physics. No comment about my exams and please just don't ask me in public, cbox or whatever. SMS me, or PM me or mail me. :P Feeling ashamed of myself for doing my exams terribly. Chemistry is FIVE days away.

See ya tonight. :)

When do you get to decide on your own?

She said no and I said yes. Sometimes, it's not that I'm going against their words. Also not saying that I'm smart or old enough to decide on my own. It's just something that I should be deciding for my own now. It might be a wrong choice for you, but that's the only option I have.
If you really gonna stop me, it's not making me any happier though. By the way, it's a soon-or-later thing, and why not allowing me to work in that 3 free months? I don't want to feel useless doing nothing at home waiting for another day to come.


2 more to go.

7 subjects down and 2 more to go. Should I say that I just couldn't wait for the time to come? Well, I'm impatient, very. Meantime, tomorrow is Physics, and gotta go and read my books before I go dead for it. :)

See ya humans.

Here comes the end of Biology.

Certainly not in the right mood to blog, but I find it hard to do things when I keep thinking about my mistakes I made. I haven't been having a good sleep since Friday night, a total of 10 hours sleeping in these three days and I'm still here blogging while I'm supposed to go and sleep. I will, after this post.
I don't know why am I staying up late on Friday night and Saturday night. It's not that I'm studying or revising stuff or what. I think I'm having something called insomnia. I could only blame myself for sleeping late at Sunday night because I've been taking Biology for granted until the very last minute. To study Biology, I stayed up and feeling so sleepy and tired. Any cure for insomnia?

Today, I went to the basketball court to watch matches between Lower Perak and Australian Chinese Basketball Association. A real great performance from the Australian Team. :)
Physics is just two freaking days away.

Goodnight humans.

It's 3.30am now.

I shall do a quick post and then off to bed. Should I say that I'm mad? Or disappointed? Maybe I'm not supposed to post this thing up but my patience is up to its limit. I'm not gonna explain things as if I am composing an essay but I'm just gonna type what's in my mind now.

NUMBER ONE ;
I've been begging something from you since ages, but you had been always covering it with different reasons and all sorts of reasons. Even until now, something I've been begging became one of something that I need and yet you could still come up with all kinds of reasons just not to buy for me. How many times do I need to ask beg till you will buy it for me? So, temporary my connections are off and I just don't know until when my connections will start off again.

NUMBER TWO ;
I'm on my exam mode and please just don't boil me up, could you? Should there be a reason for you to just talk to me in that kind of tune? If I were to talk to you in that kind of tune, would you react the same way like I do? I'm just reminding, and it's not a necessity for you to talk to me in that kind of manner. Do you want me to talk to you that way? I am just asking for help, and if you mind helping, just tell me right away. Don't do things unwillingly.

NUMBER THREE ;
If you expect a help from someone, do not show your temper towards them. Have you ever came across a situation where someone who needs your help/favor and then yelling at you when you failed to make it perfect? Believe me, it sucks! Maybe it's true that I have hearing problems, but do you need to say these kind of things? I would bet that you said 30 minutes instead of 10 minutes. Like I just said, be glad that there is someone who helped you. And I'm not saying as if I am so-good-helpful girl but I do what I can do to the max.

Read my post and if you think it's you who I am talking about, think of it and get mad of it. I don't freaking mind!

wtf.

So, 5 subjects down and 4 more to go. Tomorrow would be the toughest paper I'll ever sit for. (Well, I hope it's not as tough as I thought.) Additional Mathematics will start tomorrow at 8am to 10am for Paper One and 2pm to 4.30pm for Paper Two. Add Math has been a tough subject for me, and I have to admit that I suck at it.

I have to thank Stephen, Narvin and Mike a lot. The geniuses are real experts in AddMath, Bio and Physics. *tsk tsk tsk* Feeling ashamed of myself. And wishing that I could borrow their brains tomorrow. Sighhhh!

I didn't mean to do so, but, have you ever thought of how I felt? I couldn't blame you much because I should have get used to it because it has always been a norm that you'll react this way and siding someone you shouldn't. I'm sorry that I've been reacting rudely and harsh, but you should know, I'm non-provocative. (Psst, am I using the right word? Pro-vo-ca-tive.)
Assuming that I'm the bad one, I'm sorry okay?

Sigh, what a day.

I should be posting this since yesterday, but posting this today does not make any harm no? Now I could announce that SPM is officially over! After so, so long of staying up late at night, and staying back in the hot afternoon and being buried by all those books on the bed for exact three freaking weeks, and now, I'm free! :D Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe. -.-

It's time to think about what comes next but meantime, my schedule on December are fully pack starting from next week. But this week, I'm quite free or I can call it lonely. Girlfriends went on their own plans. Sorry. :(

Christmas is so around the corner. I just want t go and shop shop shop till I drop. :P No lahh, it's impossible that I'll shop till I drop because I couldn't even have spend for more than $300?

Sigh.

Here comes the end.

Whenever I started to think about the last paper I'm going to sit this Tuesday, I could feel that it's about time where my high school friends and I are going apart. Well, it's obviously not my 2 girlfriends, of course! We'll always stay in contact like how we used to be. :)

One more paper people, one more. :) And I just couldn't wait for the time to come! Yeeeeeeeeaaay!

Oh hell I'm excited!

5 days to the end of my high school!

I'm counting every minute until the day I think I'm free! That's of course if my family allows me to go for outing or hell I'm still in jail. Just let me enjoy for this month and I will be working somewhere else and then going to National Service for three months. I promise I'll be good. pleaseeee?

Later, I'll be joining friends for steamboat. And I'll swallow food like nobody's business. :) I hope there will be updates on our steamboat night later. Hope to adapt in their conversations too, nehh, I'm abc.

A sigh of relieve after Physics. No comment about my exams and please just don't ask me in public, cbox or whatever. SMS me, or PM me or mail me. :P Feeling ashamed of myself for doing my exams terribly. Chemistry is FIVE days away.

See ya tonight. :)

When do you get to decide on your own?

She said no and I said yes. Sometimes, it's not that I'm going against their words. Also not saying that I'm smart or old enough to decide on my own. It's just something that I should be deciding for my own now. It might be a wrong choice for you, but that's the only option I have.
If you really gonna stop me, it's not making me any happier though. By the way, it's a soon-or-later thing, and why not allowing me to work in that 3 free months? I don't want to feel useless doing nothing at home waiting for another day to come.


2 more to go.

7 subjects down and 2 more to go. Should I say that I just couldn't wait for the time to come? Well, I'm impatient, very. Meantime, tomorrow is Physics, and gotta go and read my books before I go dead for it. :)

See ya humans.

Here comes the end of Biology.

Certainly not in the right mood to blog, but I find it hard to do things when I keep thinking about my mistakes I made. I haven't been having a good sleep since Friday night, a total of 10 hours sleeping in these three days and I'm still here blogging while I'm supposed to go and sleep. I will, after this post.
I don't know why am I staying up late on Friday night and Saturday night. It's not that I'm studying or revising stuff or what. I think I'm having something called insomnia. I could only blame myself for sleeping late at Sunday night because I've been taking Biology for granted until the very last minute. To study Biology, I stayed up and feeling so sleepy and tired. Any cure for insomnia?

Today, I went to the basketball court to watch matches between Lower Perak and Australian Chinese Basketball Association. A real great performance from the Australian Team. :)
Physics is just two freaking days away.

Goodnight humans.

It's 3.30am now.

I shall do a quick post and then off to bed. Should I say that I'm mad? Or disappointed? Maybe I'm not supposed to post this thing up but my patience is up to its limit. I'm not gonna explain things as if I am composing an essay but I'm just gonna type what's in my mind now.

NUMBER ONE ;
I've been begging something from you since ages, but you had been always covering it with different reasons and all sorts of reasons. Even until now, something I've been begging became one of something that I need and yet you could still come up with all kinds of reasons just not to buy for me. How many times do I need to ask beg till you will buy it for me? So, temporary my connections are off and I just don't know until when my connections will start off again.

NUMBER TWO ;
I'm on my exam mode and please just don't boil me up, could you? Should there be a reason for you to just talk to me in that kind of tune? If I were to talk to you in that kind of tune, would you react the same way like I do? I'm just reminding, and it's not a necessity for you to talk to me in that kind of manner. Do you want me to talk to you that way? I am just asking for help, and if you mind helping, just tell me right away. Don't do things unwillingly.

NUMBER THREE ;
If you expect a help from someone, do not show your temper towards them. Have you ever came across a situation where someone who needs your help/favor and then yelling at you when you failed to make it perfect? Believe me, it sucks! Maybe it's true that I have hearing problems, but do you need to say these kind of things? I would bet that you said 30 minutes instead of 10 minutes. Like I just said, be glad that there is someone who helped you. And I'm not saying as if I am so-good-helpful girl but I do what I can do to the max.

Read my post and if you think it's you who I am talking about, think of it and get mad of it. I don't freaking mind!

wtf.

So, 5 subjects down and 4 more to go. Tomorrow would be the toughest paper I'll ever sit for. (Well, I hope it's not as tough as I thought.) Additional Mathematics will start tomorrow at 8am to 10am for Paper One and 2pm to 4.30pm for Paper Two. Add Math has been a tough subject for me, and I have to admit that I suck at it.

I have to thank Stephen, Narvin and Mike a lot. The geniuses are real experts in AddMath, Bio and Physics. *tsk tsk tsk* Feeling ashamed of myself. And wishing that I could borrow their brains tomorrow. Sighhhh!

I didn't mean to do so, but, have you ever thought of how I felt? I couldn't blame you much because I should have get used to it because it has always been a norm that you'll react this way and siding someone you shouldn't. I'm sorry that I've been reacting rudely and harsh, but you should know, I'm non-provocative. (Psst, am I using the right word? Pro-vo-ca-tive.)
Assuming that I'm the bad one, I'm sorry okay?

Sigh, what a day.